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Blue, disgusted and sad by ennil Blue, disgusted and sad by ennil
Her absence is unbearable, her presence deeply missed. While I watch one of the joys of my life slowly slip so far away from my hand, I can't help but notice how the inevitable loss of those dear to you has become more or less of a pattern that textures my life. The questions that hunt me on a daily basis become "Why am I back? Why are they gone?", leaving me inescapably with deep regretful longing and a sense of deprivation. I do not feel at home in the warmth of my house. The streets that I knew by heart, like the scaly back of my hand, are strange to me. And everywhere I look, I see the faces of those who left me, those I left in some godforsaken place where I picked happiness amongst the drying flowers, the drop of rains, the whooshing race cars, and the pushy strangers. Even the simplest idea that I may not experience those pleasures again, that I may not find these people again and worse of all that I could be stuck here, in the same place with no possibility to move, to travel, has basically sent me into a dismal place from which no escape has proven effective yet.

Cédez à mon retour, pour que je puisse retrouver les délicats passions qui m'enlaçaient auparavant.

I miss something but I don't know what it is. I miss your soury lips, I miss the sweet poison that poured out of you at the acme of your delightful stimulus.

Cocom, tanrim, tanricam, bebegim, askim, yavrum, karim, Zeynebim :heart: She who understood me, she who stood by my side, she who left me.

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eep-art Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2013
Beautiful! i love the dainty pinky finger. :3
evil666lollypop Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2011
this is beautiful. Also;
the combination of the blue top, blonde hair, red lips, and antique bottle makes me think of alice in wonderland.
bloodyamore Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
this is beautiful, and sad.

i love the colors, and hair, and everything else.
AmbraPhotography Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2010
Featured here: [link] :rose:
missPapercut Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2010
Aaa Zeynep!
LILY-m Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
I really like!
purplexrainbown Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009
omg,great shot!!!!


Diatrima Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Quelle poésie!
FolleH Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2009
luvv this shot!! :heart:
cammeradude Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2009  Student Photographer
wow. very nice photo, and description B-)
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