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Blue, disgusted and sad by ennil Blue, disgusted and sad by ennil
Her absence is unbearable, her presence deeply missed. While I watch one of the joys of my life slowly slip so far away from my hand, I can't help but notice how the inevitable loss of those dear to you has become more or less of a pattern that textures my life. The questions that hunt me on a daily basis become "Why am I back? Why are they gone?", leaving me inescapably with deep regretful longing and a sense of deprivation. I do not feel at home in the warmth of my house. The streets that I knew by heart, like the scaly back of my hand, are strange to me. And everywhere I look, I see the faces of those who left me, those I left in some godforsaken place where I picked happiness amongst the drying flowers, the drop of rains, the whooshing race cars, and the pushy strangers. Even the simplest idea that I may not experience those pleasures again, that I may not find these people again and worse of all that I could be stuck here, in the same place with no possibility to move, to travel, has basically sent me into a dismal place from which no escape has proven effective yet.

Cédez à mon retour, pour que je puisse retrouver les délicats passions qui m'enlaçaient auparavant.

I miss something but I don't know what it is. I miss your soury lips, I miss the sweet poison that poured out of you at the acme of your delightful stimulus.

Cocom, tanrim, tanricam, bebegim, askim, yavrum, karim, Zeynebim :heart: She who understood me, she who stood by my side, she who left me.

Watch Rengim be sad.
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eep-art Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2013
Beautiful! i love the dainty pinky finger. :3
evil666lollypop Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2011
this is beautiful. Also;
the combination of the blue top, blonde hair, red lips, and antique bottle makes me think of alice in wonderland.
bloodyamore Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
this is beautiful, and sad.

i love the colors, and hair, and everything else.
AmbraPhotography Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2010
Featured here: [link] :rose:
missPapercut Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2010
Aaa Zeynep!
LILY-m Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
I really like!
purplexrainbown Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009
omg,great shot!!!!


Diatrima Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Quelle poésie!
FolleH Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2009
luvv this shot!! :heart:
cammeradude Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2009  Student Photographer
wow. very nice photo, and description B-)
CandySpoons Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2008   Photographer
It's so Beuatiful .
OOkunststoff Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2008
wonderful. :heart:
blindingeffects Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2008
i hope you dont mind, but i used this photo as inspiration to something i wrote for my creative writing class!! i promise i will credit you. <3 this is a fantastic photo~
ennil Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2008
Oh can I see it? :)
blindingeffects Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2008
of course!: [link]

hope you like it ^^
discodoener Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
lashout Featured By Owner May 27, 2008
awesome pic and very expressive .
andintodecember Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2008
There is something just so tragically beautiful about this.
DianaNohelova Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2008  Professional Photographer
Hello! Your deviation has been featured here :heart:
FunkyTyda Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2008
WAOW ! It's Veryyyyyy Beautiful !
princess-of-dolls Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2007   Writer
The delicacy and fragility is mesmerizing... I can't help but stare while trying to find the thread of the story hidden in her fingertips...
miasbrokenangel Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2007   Writer
When I first saw the picture, the thought that came to me was one word, 'Juliet' from Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. The second thought that came to me was the feeling if desperation, of an undaunting sadness, one that is very similiar to my own.

Then I read your comment on the picture, and the feelings that have coursed through me are the very same.

In this picture, you have depiced the above said emotions very well.
musicangel071 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2007
This has been featured: [link]

luvkarma Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2007
reminds me of romeo and juliet
luv-chilli Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2007
perfect.. :heart:
Haycheelyly Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2007
Your work is beautiful. I absolutely love the way you manage to put your feelings into a photograph as well as into words, both moving the deep inside of one's heart, I believe.

xerko Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2007
I love this picture! The girl is beautiful, and the topic is very good!
ChildrensHour Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2007
:heart: the story is what makes the picture
cikobella Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2007
ay bu cok guzel bir calisma olmus
tebrik ederimmm=)
verciki Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2007
amazing....i love the colours...:+fav:
ch3rry-sm0king Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2007
Oh...Pourquoi 'heuresement' ?
Je suis Parisienne...^^
A propos,la photo est sublime !
AsliKolcu Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2007  Student Photographer
you are featured in the news article Features: Feel Free To Feel #24 :)
AsliKolcu Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2007  Student Photographer
you are featured in the news article Features: Feel Free To Feel #24 :)
ch3rry-sm0king Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007
Beuatiful words in french...
Are you french ?
nitah Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2007
her face is touching me somehow.
sweetpotato-ABC Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2007
wow, thats great.
yaybeybi Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2007
benim kucuk bebeim aglattın beni cok seviyorum seni...sizsiz hicbiyerin anlamı yok ... i didn't leave you.i'm just a lil bit far away... Seni bırakabilirmiyim sence mumkunmu? Aryıcada hem yanındayım asla bırakmicam kurtulamassın benden :D

Son gunumuzun resimlerini koysana merak ediyorum onları eylenmistik :D

sebzeli turtam,cocom,sibobretad'ım ,karım ,askım,bebeim,beybitom,otcul insan :heart: Seni Cok Seviyorum

p.s: sırf bunu yazmak için uye oldum :D
ennil Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2007
Sana bir tek civciv askim seni seviyorum diyorum baska bisey demiyorum :heart:
paloma-rey Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2007
szau Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2007
\very sick but in a good way.
very unusual mix of colours too.
Londongirl Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2007
I don't want you to be so sad Rengim. I'm sure all these people (and I'm even talking about me) are still with you in your heart. Because I know you very well: you've got such a very big heart, that there's a place for everyone...
ennil Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2007
Je savais que t'allais comprendre... :heart:

T'as recu ma carte postale?
Londongirl Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2007
Oui je l'ai reçu et la ré;ponse arrive bientôt. Merci beaucoup en tout cas, elle m'a tellement fait plaisir...
zemotion Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2007  Professional Photographer
what you wrote moved me more than anything.
MultiCurious Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
cok sevdim... ifade enfes..
aslis Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
ben de cok uzgunum onun gidisine!! =( ama olsun onun için iyi olcana eminim. en buyuk nese kaynaklarindan biri oldu her zaman sirine =) :heart:
fotograf da cok cok guzel olmus; makyaj,saclari (iyi bi secim),kiyafeti yani ustundekinin rengi, her sey suPer tebrikler :weed:
ennil Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2007
Dunya kucuk :)
xxfrozenflamesxx Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
aww im sorry hun =(
LupoLupo Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007  Professional General Artist
I know how you feel, been there too... Life is beautiful, but can be so very sad and cruel too. Keep up the art though, making at least something good come out of all the heartbreak.
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